i dont know were to start so ill start from were i choose dont like it thought aint in the mood for no tud you hear me.

when you assume you make a jackass out of both of us, my friend alex aka shinnozu did this unfornatly he only made a jackass outta himself for once, this prick, find out he might have a brain anerism so he expects me to be all sympathetic, cus there a .4% chance he might die, i tell him aslong as hes alive i wont, so he goes and pysch evaluation that says hes unstable, and his emotions dont work right, and expects that to make me nice, so i tell him right up front, "grow the [censored] up, and get your head out of your ass. cus the world dont revolve around you" anyways this prick was my best frined up till 2 weeks before this, which is when he had kissed my girlfriend. anyways since my girlfriend was his friend i stayed nice with him, wrong idea. one day either i was gonna come down or they were gonna come to my house cus i was grounded, he made out with her and went down on her. and then a couple weeks ago he did it again after my girlfriend went to hang out after an afternoon at my house. i had no clue this was going on by the way. so for the last while thye have been lieing to me or so they thought the sad thing was i knew what had happened the day after my house, i knew something had gone down, solely based on how my girlfriend talked to me that night on the phone, i had hoped she would confess. i ended up turning a blind eye to it for awhile, then last night one of my very good friend told me, alex was braging about it. so i called my girlfriend with evidence ot make my prosacution, anyways she denied for awhile then when i told her i knew she was lieing she cracked she broke down started to cry and admittied everything, realiseing that i had known everything since it happened she was as it seemed to me mentaly destroyed.to say the least i was pissed at both of them, but i went and saw her and talked it out, and we made up kinda, she made alot of promises to me now and alot of new rules are in this relathionship, and im thinking about forgiving her, cusi really want to make this work i love her. but i have to face my old friend down tommrow, and i odnt want that to turn into a fight, but im scared it might. but i digress, so this has mentally well to say the least thrown me off, it didnt hit me to hard cus i already knew there was shock there but not as much as there coulda been, im still getting some facts straightned out right now.so yeah my old prick of firend goes and does this and the kicker after deining it for so long finds away to turn me agaisnt some of my other frined, least to say my firends are gonna be pissed at him when they find out i know. and im not sure if i should just yell or bust the basterd skull open on a bathroom stall and give him a swirly. but at least i can laugh at one thing, i was kinda be buged by sometihng so i asked her if he was better then me at oral sex, and apperently this guy doesnt have a [censored] clue that or he just plain sucks, according to my semi girlfriend. so i laugh at that, and she didnt do anything to him and they didnt have actual sex so yeah thats better then it coulda been.i dont know im a really mix of emotions right now so post what you think